I'm not even kidding. This one guy I was seeing did the typical I don't want to commit thing. When I finally had enough and decided to take time to think about if that's what I wanted to settle for I realized that was just it. I was settling for the comfort he promised. But I was settling just the same so I ended things. He said I would be too toxic of a friend so we wouldn't be able to be friends. I'm not going to lie, being told you're toxic is harsh and hurts. But anyways I ended things he walked out but then he got all crazy! He started going to my best friends boyfriend as his confidant (like I'm not going to hear what is said) first step of becoming the manipulative guy. Started with him saying how much he missed me and then to how he had loved me.Then he puts a letter under my door saying he messed up and would give me space. Kinda creepy because my downstairs for has a pass lock. So I found it weird. And then the texts and phone calls started. Making dates and not askin if I wanted to go first. So I had to put on my mean girl panties and tell him to stop it all.
Most recent guy seemed different. I would go to his place and watch movies and talk. He didn't make moves I didn't want. Sounds great, but then he did something no guys done. He made a date plan with me and then just stopped talking to me. No reason, no I'm sorry no excuses.
This just makes me feel I'm right when I say the nicest guys are the biggest jerks. They are nice enough to get you to put your gaurd down and then they show their true colors. But you can't go for the dicks because they are who they are and you get what they present to you. So in dating you can't go for the nice guys, you can't go for the bad guys. Because it doesn't matter, they all suck. All we can do is try and find the asshole who we can stand. There are no Noah's or Gabes so we need to shield our hearts with a coat of stone. Hearts of stone don't give a fuck.
That's my rant. Guys suck and in my experience they all are the same in the end.
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